time ni mmg lawak gile..kitaorang ni sbnrnye tak de la minat sgt tgk bola sgt..tp ade la sorang roomate namenye nad ni..minat gile kt SPAIN pnye team..si nad ni slalu ajak teman die tgk bola kt mamak bile spain main..tp ade la 2 3 org yg pegi..tu pn bkn minat..suke2 jer...skali final semue nk g... sokong la spain sbb si nad ni...dah la name player pn kitaorg tak tau except nad ni la..time dah start game..asyik2 tnye nad..sape jersi 7 saper tu saper ni..yer la tak tau ape2..tp pakai baju semue merah gile2..bajet tau la SPAIN tu hahaha...ceh..time spain goal..melompat2..mcm suke sgt tgk bola..mcm dah minat lame kt SPAIN ni..padahal inilah 1st time aku tgk bola betol2..hahahha..semue gaye jer lebih...

mama..org sedih ari ni...sedih sgt..proposal org kene reject..
dah la penat nak wt balik..dah tak tau nk propose tajuk ape..contact person pun x de..lain la mcm mak ayah dyrang yg contactor ke ape ke...tu semue ade cable utk dptkn contact person..org ni sape la..org dah la keje..org bukn ade mase sgt nk wt propsal lg.keje lain pn bnyk lg..tekanan gile rase skrg ni..rase nk jerit2..kalaulah mama ade lg..msti aku dah cite semue kt die...

Ape yg aku nk ckp..tmpt ni mmg cantik..located in shah alam..tmpt ni mcm ade 3 tema..1st skali merry chrismas , chinese new year, hari raya.pastu semue pokok2 or animals tu di letakkn lmpu..tu yg cntik tu sbb dy bnyk wane..aku nasihatkn spe yg tak pnh g tu..pegi la..mesti korang kagum n terpegun melihatnye...tak caye gi la.aku yg dk s.alam ni..boleh kate dah bnyk kali aku berulang tmpt yg sma lepak..tak jemu..sbb cantik sgt....

Aku bengang betol la
si pukimak yg ske curi brg aku kt rumah
aku igt balik kenduri ini tak der dah la
ni smpat gak si pukimak mcm babi ni masok bilik aku curi baju aku
mmg pukimak sape yg amik
dah la aku tak penah lg pakai baju tu
mmg aku sumpah badan kau berkurap pakai
semue brg aku..
kasut wedges aku pn hilang
kasut converse aku ilang
seluar levi's aku hilang
kamera multipurpose aku ilang
accessories jgn ckp la..subang,gelang semue tak de
tmpt white head aku pun hilang
ape lagi??
baju aku rase dah 15 helai ilang...
aku tak tau la kalau toyol pkai semue tu
agak nye kalo aku letak tetek or cipap kt dalm bilik tu
tu pon hilang di curiknye..

mmg pukimak la sape yg amik
eeeeee aku bgg tahap pukimak ni
pukimak mcm org curi brg aku
semue brg nak curi
yg buruk2, murah2 tak nak plak curik
mmg babi la..babi pun tak mcm kau!!!
eeeeeeeeeeeee tensionnye aku
baju tu dah la aku nk gne hari ni
babi..babi..babi..babi...
pukimak...ko tgk la
mmg badan2 kaki2 kau berkurap2 pakai brg curik..
dah tak de duit tu wat la cara tak de duit
tak yah la curi brg aku nk melawa plak..
mg pukimak la kau...

Smlm aku masuk kelas "BEL" or dikenali sbg class english class
dis sem aku blaja pasal " A practical Guide to MEETINGS & DISCUSSIONS.
boleh kate every thurday class "BEL" ni
msti kene wt meeting in group
ade chairperson,secretary, treasurer and all committe members
Mcm meeting betol-betol
Class aku dah divide2 ade la 4 groups
tp mmg every thurday, group aku la tak cukup sifat
ade yg absence la..ade 1 hari tu smpai 3 org absence
mcm mane nk wt meetingnye??
pastu dtg lewat biase dah..mmg every class msti group kitaorg paling lewat..
pastu setiap meetings ade comments lecturer bg
boleh kate totally group kitaorg la slalu lecturer komen..
kire paling trok la...
dah la mase discussion suke memekak..
discussion kuat gile..smpai blok lain pn boleh dga..
pastu gelak je lebih..bile soh presents dah tak siap..
in a nutshell, mmg lecturer slalu aim la group kitaorg

ape yg kitaorg praktikkn dlm class
terjadi mase informal meeting yg betol2.
mmg dapat markah la
time given is 20min tp kitaorg pandai2 lebey2 dah tak sempat abis...
jd tak smpat la buat conclusion..so tak dpt la markah..
mmg nmpk dlm class lecturer mmg mcm suke kt 2 lg group tu
it's ok nevermind..

skali time kluar markah untuk informal meeting tu
lecturer sebut la higher marks ade 4 orang
fuh..here i am...jgn pandang serong ngn group aku
2 dr group aku dpt higher marks tu..huh aku la slh sorang nye..haah
puas hati..ye la..slalu aku kene aim ngn lecture..mcm2 la die komen.
tension pun ade smpai aku mmg malas nk g class ni..
ponteng tak yah ckp la..berkali2..tp mcm tak caye plak..sbb aku ckp pn berterabur ..hahaha..ape pun terkejut...yg lg due org dpt higher mark tu dr group lain..

lps tau dpt higher marks..trus rajin nk dtg class hahaha..

you can read this
and u can think what u gonna do
listen here dude!!!


Now,we are getting far
i'm losing my grip
i dun know who u are
and i dunno who i am to u
rltionshp getting worst day by day

i dun fully blame u
i also made mistakes
if u're really sad i'm too
we are in difficult situation now


i hate u when you are always :

such a kid that always whimper
says something meaningless
accuse me without any asking me 1st
small things u exaggerate it
what the fuck???

i request you to don't stop me to do anything
except something dat u think it impossible to accept
yes!!i will go to the "club"
yes!! i will go to "lepak" maybe until 3 or 4 o'clock
yes!!i went out with my friends..
but dun accuse me going out with a man
u remember that!!
and u just shut up..


when u was 1st time met me, i already like this
so dun u expect me to change drastically
i swear i will change but not now and tomorrow
but coming soon..maybe for the next 3 or 4 years..
or maybe earlier than that

everyday i love u less and less
some of the reason
because of u..ur behaviour..
u know what i mean isn' it??
i'm very sad and painful
i know you same like me
i hate this condition

now, again i'm request you
just give me a little time
dun call, text or meet me in this short time
to get back like a normal
i need to release
with all the things inside my head
i'm stupid , i'm messy , i'm worry , i'm sad ,
i'm useless and ............
i hate my self bcoz willing to do all these things to u
i'm so sorry, i ask u forgiveness with a hope u apologize me
i need a time to find out what actually i want from this relationship
Just wait for me....

We had so much fun + Enjoy ourself out of mind + lost control out of limit + laughing so much and wuhuuuuuu here we are..we saw queen of that night was drunk!!!

diaorang ni semue gile pening aku kalo layan..boleh dikatekan semue nye biadap la..kecuali alia ngn ogy..tension aku dk satu rumah ngn diaorang..memekak 24jam..siap buat bunyi binatang dlm zoo lagi..dah la suke bahan org..hahah same je ngn aku haha..tp best la mereke2..love them forever

Ok..ni wedding someone yg aku tak tau..tp kawan aku nye cousin cam tu la..

Pantai Bagan lalang..
aku pun dah tak igt aku pegi bile
last month rasenye
baru skrg smpt upload gmbr

tp yg penting best la
sbb ade mereka2 yg sgt best
tmpat die huh cantik gile
sejuk mata dk kt sane
rase nk gi lg
hmm gile tgkp gambo tgh2 paneh rembang
pkol 4 ptg weh..panas lg tu
hitam legam aku balik dr bagan lalang ni

ade la booth2 kecik kt situ
aku mmg pantang nmpk brg2 yg rare ni
sempat gak aku beli bag heheh
konon nk bawak kuar jln2 la bag tu
last2 jd bag g class hahaha
hahah lg satu siap beli towel lg
wane biru..tp towel luntur aku pggl
sbb bile rendam
1 baldi wane biru pekat..

hmm tp tmpt kitaorg mkn tak best lgsg
tak sedap..nk mkn tmpt sedap org rmai
terpaksa mkn kt kedai tak ramai org dan tak sdp
hmm hahah SEPANG GOLD COAST ade kt citu
S.G.C. tu mcm tmpt makan2, istirehat tepi pantai la konon
huh cantik betol tmpt tu
aku perak gile tgkp gmbr
malu pun ade...tp peduli ape
hentam je..abis celah2 pokok pn aku tgk gmbr

ceqla lg la..tak tau masuk celah bedah mane..
smpai kdg2 die hilang kejap
kesian abg sarip jd photographer ceqla..
papa pon kesian kene jd photographer mama
hehehe cory papa..luv u so much
yg paling comel cocot ngn abg
geram aku tgk due2 org tu..
comel sgt..main2 tepi pantai
eee nk anak comel cam tu

yg yanie malu sket hehhe
tp ok la..si a'am pon ok..
semue best la..
ingat nak g lg la
tp tak tau bile??

Last Nite.. Jammed with my cutie classmate nina rabaia , ade zapril , jaipong & Boy System..heheh..boring gile smlm..jadi we were decided to jamming together la..Vokal ade smakin mantap skrg...tu yg sweet nye...jadi vokalis pn susah nk nynyi ade ni..tp comel..boy spt biase..hebat..jaipong hehehe..ske dgr die sbut " R"..kelakar. Nina the best last nite..Love you all so damn much

everything that happened last time
i dun care even it so hard to accept.
either want to stay alive or just die with that
but i had chosen to still alive
and proceed my life to be better instead to get happiness in my life
i thought i can't go and move on with that matters

now,here i am
i can stand more better than you
i got my life back
even there are something i'm hide from people closer with me
let's gone be by gone
maybe u said i'm wrong
and yeah i was said u' was wrong
but it doesn't matter

how it could be?
or how it gonna be..it's ok..
i don't care about u anymore
now i know i have someone that really in love with m
appreciate me , love me, take care of me
not cruel as u stupid!!!


i dunno..til now i can't stop thinking of u
what kind of stupid are u myra??
but it's ok.. i'm getting better instead i'm fully recover
yeah.. i 'm confess that i always dying to now your updated news
but i will keep avoiding it from days to days


talking about my new one
sometimes we are in trouble
and it can be always we are fighting together
i'm always ask my self?
do you love him and do u still love that guy??
i got stuck.. i'm blur..and i'm stupid
i dunno what the exact answer it is??
it might be yes and it might be not

sometimes i have no feeling at all
about guy , about love , about whatever shit that i dun want to think
but u now..i'm just a human that always have that feeling

i'm very sympathize to him
he always love me more and more
but me??
actualy i love him
but i dunno why it gonna be like this
there are something in my heart that no one understand
it also cannot simply move away from my heart

let's time and situation decide everything