Esk rayer
lagi ak sedih

tringat sgt janji dy
tak ksmpaian ak nk rayer ngn dy
menitik air mate ak terkenangkn dy

apa dy tak penah p.k mcmane ak p.k kn dy skrg??
apa dy tak syg ak mc ak syg kn dy skrg ni?
adakah semue nye dh lenyap sekelip mate?

rs nk sgt col dy
borak2 ngn dy
wish slamat ry
mintak maaf
tp ak dah tader pepe ngn dy

ak trase rindu
org yg sgt2 ak chentai
skrg ni

I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH
BUT NOW HE'S GONE
LEAVE ME ALONE

ak perlukan dy

tp sumtimes ak rs mcm
ak benci gile kart dy
aku rs mcm tak ingin dy kembali

biler ak ingt ape dy wt kt ak
ak bengang giler
bile ak igt janji2 dy dulu
mmg sial


ak igt dy jujur cpl ngn ak
rupernyer lain yg jadik
mcm org bodoh ak cayekn dy

slame ak cpl ngn dy
ak caye dy gle2
ak tak sgka ini yg di wt kt ak

mmg ak benci diri ak
biler ak igt dulu
ak cayerkn dy 100% percent

ekotkan ati
mmg ak dh sorg abg2 ak pukol dy
tp dsbbkn ak kesian kn dy
ak syg dy
ak tak sggup tgk dy kene pukol

tapew la
i let him go
tnpa kene aper2 pon dr ak
biarlah 1 hr nanti tuhan yg blas
per yg dy penah wt kart ak

dan ak thu tuhan tu maha adil
dy akn balas
cume cpt ke lambat
wlpn lambat dan ak derite

tapi ak akn tggu
ak nk dy raser ape yg ak rs skrg ni
e 2 sahaje

ak tak cayer smp ari ini
dy permainkn prasaan ak
dy tader ati prasaan
dy kejam

Ku cuba redakan relung hati
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi
Terlukis di dalam kenangan
Bebas bermain di hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku

...Aku cinta...

kau membuat kuberantakan
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
kau menolakku acuhkan diriku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
kusadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

D'masiv-Cinta ini membunuhku

Aku rindu giler kart dier
kalo ak bulih pelok dy skrg
ak akan pelok dy erat2 mcm dulu
luperkan semue mslh aku

ak syg dier sgt
knpa dy tinggal ak mcm tu jer?

tak kesampaian hajat ak nk raye ngn die
buat baju kaler same
semue harapan ak musnah
bnyk hrpn ak tak ksmpaian
sedih giler la bile igt

senang jer dy tinggal kn ak
he said"sorry"
then he left me

.ak tergamam seketika.

On 18 august 2008

12.00 a.m

She lied on her bed

She stared at the ceiling

And she waited for wishes from sumone

She opened her laptop

She listened to the rock n roll songs

She take her guitars

And she played radiohead songs like a loser

She find out on her room floor

She hoping

Maybe a bit drugs left

But she didn't find anythin

She said ahhh!!! Suck!!

She wrapped her body with her blanket

And she put her pillow on her face

But then, suddenly she cried

Oh my god what happened???

She reminded her sweetest things

She already to sleep

She switched off her lamp

Then she closed her eye and she slept

She got wonderful dreams

She saw her lover or might be her superlover haha

He said, everything gonna be ok honey

He said, he never needed any body

He said don't worried honey

He will be there with her forever

She smile alone under her pillow

On 12.51 noon

She woke up

And she screamed

Oh my god!!!

It just only a dreams

Fuck!!!

She wishes it just not only her dream

and she wish it will come true

Someday…

She will neva forget on 21 Sept. 08

She has been dumped

She lost her R.E.T.R.O M.A.L.A.Y.A

She realized he neva come back

She hoping for a miracle

That he will come back

She lost the person she LOVED very much

She lost the person she MISSED every seconds

She lost everything

Nobody know what her feeling is all abouts

She waiting for him even for many years

Gue tak thu nape ari ini gue hepy bangat
Hati gue seakn2 kembali N.O.R.M.A.L
Gue jadik mcm Si M.Y.R.A Dot2 Yg Dulu
Giler2 masok air kluar asap :-)
Huh Tarik nafas lega
Ak ingat ak tak ley handle bencane besar
yg wt hidop ak haru biru sebulan yg bru lepas ni

ALLHAMDULILLAH
SYUKRAN!!SYUKRAN!!
TENGS GOD

.Gila.
Ak Serabot sgt
.Tension.
ak caye dy mcm ni dy buat aku.
.Sayang.
Bagai nk giler dulu
.Berchente.
Mcm dunie ni die yg punye.
.Gig.
Berpogo ber2 tak hengat org lain.
.Msj.
Dulu 24jam.2 bln be4 ni Hampeh!!
.Supersaver.
Huh seminggu 3,4 kali

Last2 P.U.T.U.S jugak
Tension ja chenta ni